spiritual
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A trembling heart, with a sky so blue but storms have lived inside my chest, truth is love has never let me rest. Tiptoeing on the edge of you, your voice a shelter and your eyes, they see through the ghosts that still linger in my mind. I’ve danced with fire, burnt many times before.…
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Held my breath whilst I counted to 10, sung a song only my little heart knows.. it’s been a while now I keep on sitting by the phone. I wish I knew the way to be understood, the feelings that run through this mind of mine. I would rather feel then pretend, rather die than…
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I held my head high, integrity I called it. I opened my mouth, assertive I spoke. I never let go.. loyality I told myself. The loyality left me begging for the bare minimum, my assertiveness was mistaken for aggression or passiveness, my integrity was taken as a act of a coward. The underlying message I…
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She found me. She found me as I laid still dreaming of uneven colours in black and white. The complexity of moments that trickle through time and space. She stays right there, beauty takes her place. Blowing in the wind, her emotions are unfazed. I found myself dancing with the leaves, falling in line, bringing…
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Internal yearning for something sacred, the illusion of bittersweet memories that are of a fantasy; the story we create for a moment that becomes etched in eternity. I long to cradle the scent of your gentle silhouette as the body and mind reminiscence through grayscale comfort that brings safety to the beaten soul. The glimpse…
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Once upon a time I found a friend in Jack, he held me when I had no one else around. Jack introduced me to Mary & Crystal but the girls weren’t has beautiful as they sound. Devilish grin and childish demeanour found myself standing in a prison of my own demise. I find myself away…
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I only found freedom when my idea of freedom was let go, when I replaced the train wreck with the quietness of self.
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I asked God. I asked God for the infinite time for the answers to the existence of my life. I asked God for the question with the different shades of blue that cloud over my inner dread as I dance within the flames of my reality and dwindling depths of sanity. Candlelight vigils to my…
Memoirs of a recovering artist 