god
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I only found freedom when my idea of freedom was let go, when I replaced the train wreck with the quietness of self.
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I asked God. I asked God for the infinite time for the answers to the existence of my life. I asked God for the question with the different shades of blue that cloud over my inner dread as I dance within the flames of my reality and dwindling depths of sanity. Candlelight vigils to my…
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The intellectual craving of depravity that is entirely absent within the grief struck version of my younger self. The underlying urge that creates unnecessary suffering and existential bliss, of whom I have become dependent upon human existence that stems from fear that is riddled within the unknown. Cannibalistic longing for mind and body, pondering the…
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The singular purpose to release control of oneself to an intangible entity or being that is not of own control or self. “Higher power” Desire. I became fed on my own destruction of false existence. Lurking in the soot of the undertow of gradual decay and the lingering stench of fragmented recollections. The lost carnage…
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I learnt to run before I could walk. Learnt to hide before I could seek. The integral complexity of deranged patterns becomes parasites within the human brain. The unlocking of understanding where each wire fits intolerably as it sits perfectly balanced becomes an antidote for excuses the longer the mirror breaks. I taught myself to…
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Surrounded by darkness but continually covered in light. The embrace of shadows that is the essence of destruction and beauty, bringing self right down to the core of internal understanding and fixation within. Discovery of compassion, emotions and self exploration is the depth that defines us as human beings separating us from the existential threat…
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Aphrodite, You smile as I question your existence. The woman that answers the sirens calling, the blissful intoxication of stardust and twilight intensity. The beauty of star crossed lovers. Athena, I look towards you for the empowerment and the emergence of the feminine divine. The power within to follow the truth and stand by your…
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The glimmer of internal transcendence is the consistent presence of one’s own connection to self. The surrender to the unknowing becomes the daily reprieve as we experience the world from new perspectives, interpretations and intimate truths with one another. The infinite surrender towards complete freedom of oneself as all we know is that we know…
Memoirs of a recovering artist 